’While there are bigger goals, what I’m thinking about is that our work is remembered… Something to help me remember that I was alive. Even if it’s not me, it’ll be sad even when another member is missing” It’s unfortunate when, out of the six colours, there is one colour missing. ”It’s only meaningful when we are able to stand on stage together as a full group. “Gotta go now, I’m about to kick it with some ghosts now… imma be resting easy in silence, Don't you trip, baby, they just sirens” You did your best, please rest easy in silence□ You said you were having a hard time at the fancon just over a week ago. But ig pain, death and tragedy is just so universally human that you don’t need that relation to feel it. Healing is a process and a constant journey, it’s okay not to go through life like you used to. It’s a bit claustrophobic sometimes and I wish I could let everyone out of it, but it doesn’t work that way.įans of him, take care of yourself. I wish everyone could experience a feeling of peace, be in a sort of limbo where space and time kind of just vanished for a second. The world is so though, it’s so hard to live sometimes honestly. That he’ll always be by the hearts of the people who cares about him. But I hope he knew he is and was really appreciated. We don’t know much yet, few things are confirmed. I feel really sorry for him, no one should be in a sort of pain where you see no other way than ending it all. It’s really weird how things can turn out… I’m not a aroha and didn’t follow Astro that closely, but I knew he just recently had a sub unit release and I’ve seen him a lot the last week on social media. I continue coming back to these posts, I don’t know if it’s because I’m not quite ready to believe it yet or what, but it’s so tragic. ![]() Hoping eventually idols are able to talk about theirs more, should they want to, because at the end of the day behind the makeup and the stages and the very controlled livestreams, they're real people :( I at least hope people triggered by this news take some time to take care of themselves, and the world continue this trend of slowly becoming more open to talking about mental health problems. As much as kpop as an industry creates a weird parasocial atmosphere wherein it feels like we're super close to our idols, we have no clue what they're actually like or suffering through. I always hope when I see these headlines that it leads to more awareness and understanding especially for idols because of course they always look bubbly and happy they're a camera persona. It's terrifying how easy it can be to hide everything one is feeling inside. Sometimes they didn't say anything because they don't want to be a burden, but if you reach to them first they may open up with you and the you can also help them get the help they need.īefore my own attempt I'd been smiling and joking with my friends just before, hell I literally did it immediately after a very laughter-filled time gaming with my sister. ![]() And if you think someone you know has, try to talk to them. It could be nothing, and just a bad phase that will pass, but it could be something and getting help can get you better and maybe even save you. That's why if you ever feel that something is not completely right, that you are not the same as you used to be, etc, and this have being going for a while, go get help. And sometimes the person don't think they are sad, they just think they are a bit not motivated, without energy, without will to do things, etc. It's often hard for people to recognize that someone around them have depression, and even the person sometimes don't realise, or take years to. It doesn't mean to be sad all the time, especially in front of others. I don't know if he had depression, but this reminds me that depression can be silent. Also, I hope she does remember how extremely proud of her he is because, without fail, he was extremely proud of her for finally being able to make her debut, and always supported her promotions. I just hope and pray that she does not feel any guilt when it comes to her brother’s death. I believe both of them were genuinely interested in becoming idols and also you have to consider the fact when people start that young a lot of times the first few years they don’t have the full training experience they’ll still live with family and just attend lessons that young.īut I agree it was very young and it said that it did hinder them from having a stronger relationship as time went on. Both around the age of 10 or 11 and Moonbin training was 7 years while his sisters was nearly 12. I don’t know the details of why they started training so young they were already involved in entertainment is children’s clothing models.
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